I will never leave you, nor forsake you.

Right now, I feel like I am losing my best friend, one of them.
Two hours distance is bad enough, now shes going to be nine hours.
Shes going through so much right now thatI want to physically be there for her so much.
I wish my head wasn't hurting so bad from crying, then I could perfect a jumbled cluster of words that would describe how beautiful a friendship like ours is.
I have a hard time letting go.

I need a cigarette.