I dont know HOW I found this kid, okay I do, BUT I dont know how i got lucky enough for the kid to even pay attention to me. He likes that im sarcastic, but not TOO sarcastic, which keeps me from losing reality. He's gorgeous. He likes who I am, and who I want to be. & I really want to be beter. I've been doing so awesome lately. Tyler is just depressing, there is nothing to do here. But I havent been drinking.
I havent kissed a boy in a while even. I just want to be who I used to be. I want the person i fall in love with to love every bit of me, even my mistakes for molding me into what i am now. I'm so scared never find love again. Seriously. Either way i have the most amazing friends to back me up. This is the second break down I have had this week. Amanda Marshall really got me, and tonight.. i just want to be perfect to someone.
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Amber, you are amazing. And you don't need me to tell you that. Im glad you like this chris boy, i hope things work out with him. Don't settle for anything less than what you deserve. You are a GREAT person don't beat yourself up about your mistakes. You are human, and in Gods eyes you are perfect just the way you are. There are so many people that care about you, and i love you. You have always been there for me and your a great friend.
-b
aww amber
this makes me sad
reading this ]:
i really hope things get
better for you
and i'm glad you've found
a boy you like!
if you ever need me i'm
here too :DDD
love, kelly
hey what? what did i do?
-amanda
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