Right now...

I wish I knew how to bring my best friend back from the dead. Faded memories make things harder. You try to savor it all. Smells. Laughs. Crys. Fights. But you can't always remember every detail. I wish that I could. I'm thankful for the memories I had. Next wed will be 2 years. It hurts. But I'm only glad he can feel no pain anymore. I just want to be apart of it. It kind of felt good to cry. Just wish it could be different. Good night everyone. Love you all. Ambie